| For the past couple months everything has been a blur. Sure there have been those moments that are clear and to be remembered but time has flown by. My Sophomore year is beginning to close and i question what have i really done? What have i learned for experienced? It seems like i could of gotten so much more out of everything. Now the questions turn into what have i missed?
I now know what it's like to be sick to no end and it opened my eyes.
I know what it's like to be disappointed but then to know the feeling of forgiveness.
I know the mixed feelings of drunk plus destruction.
I know who to rely on.
I know who to go to for help.
I know whats a bad decision.
I don't know how to lose control.
I don't know how to make school easy.
I don't know how to make everyone happy.
I can't make everyone happy.
Yet I still try.
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| Maybe writing again can get me to sort all this out.
I hold responsibility to fix everything and it destroys me.
My relationship with my mother is getting worse.
But all i really want to know,
What is truth and how can I find it.?
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| i havn't touched this thing in ever. i dont really want to. so bye i guess. maybe...o.O
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| I'm done.
I've changed for good.
I'm damn happy about it too.
=)
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